How to overcome sad death

2018/ 10/ 23
Tell me how I should get over the sad death?
The guy left me all of a sudden, leavig me alone in a tavern one evening.
I was drinking alone, waiting for him in a small room to meet him.
Last week, he texed me after one month absence, I mean, after we found there was a difference of opinion between us.
We haven't met each other since then.
So, his reply made me want to meet him sooner.
to be continued)
But the date he suggested to me was not good because my daughter was discharged from a hospital. I wsanted to
stay at home with my daughter. My wife also agreed with the idea. So, the next day he suggested was to